BuTteRfLY_PrInCeSs

1. I was born in Sabah….yeah…Sabahan gal, i am~ And erm…i don think im of any mixed blood…like Kadazan or…er…er…the natives there…(tho if i had their blood, i’d be prettier) HEHE

2. Took up Gymnastics ….(dreamed of representing M’Sia)…but was in it for less than a year..

3. Started dancing and performing since the age of 4 years…and the only person i can remember performing in that show is Brian Teo…(he’s here now in Kch btw)

4. Loved to run aorund naked in the house until the age of 5…and i sucked my thumb till primary 3…yeap…and a big bulge grew on my thumb…—> its gone now , Thank goodness…

5. I pampered myself to drink milo outta baby milk bottle til i was in primary 5…..

6. My 1st kiss was when i was 4 years old~ hehehe…—-> coz me and the little boy got punished and got locked up in the store room…and we were sooooooooo STUPID at that time~ geesh…eeewww

7. I represented Miri district in an essay writting competition and got 1st runner up…when i was in Primary 3….( i still remember the title : My worst nightmare)

8. Only knew how to speak CHINESE when i moved to Kuching in 1998…—->till this moment, im still learnin…now, im learnin Hokkien…

9. i look like GONG LI~ hehehe…u think so? Now, now, self praise aint no praise…but i aint praisin’

10. The only sport i know is roller-bladding and swimming….

11. Despite me being petite, i won bronze medal in Triple Jump and Long Jump.. —> Thanks to my jumpin skills~ Im like this little rabbit who loves to hop hop hop..hop..OK! Stop it~

12. Erm…i used to take daddy’s Singapore, Brunei, or outta M’sia coins and buy stuff from a saundry shoo nex to my tuition centre when i was in Miri… ( When i come to think of it now….i was sooooooo stupid! The bloody tauke must be rubbin his hands and grinnin at the stupid little gal…man, he’s got double or triple amount of the currency) ——> Sorry Daddy-kins

13. I used to have lots of Barbie dolls at the age of 5 and i cut off their hair cos i was pretendin to be a hair dresser…and got scolded badly by mom for doin tat…

14. I have the 6th sense..believe me? Diana does…everytime when i say "ohhh..i feel that there’s fried  chicken wings served in the cafeteria…"….there really is CHIKEN WINGS! Amazing~

15. I dream of being a model of some lame Miss something…but im so bloody petite…and i need 170cm to qualify…im still short of 20! Damn~ So, i model round the house. Hehe

16. The latest movie i watched was "i not stupid 2"….laughed my heads off! Of course, most of the time i was readin the English sub-title lorrrrr…

17. When i go down the stairs, i don actually walk each one of it…i skip 2 stairs at a time…meaning, i jump down the stairs…seeeee, i told u i was a good jumper~ Started it since i was a kid, and boy, i had a few rolls off the stairs before…

18. Oh oh oh!!! This, i must tell..when i was 14yrs old…daddy climbed the roof to look for a dead rat inside…and Wei Ting was at my place…Then, being the curious one, i climbed up the ladder too…and i was inside the roof de…when i started to take a step, i stepped of a plywood and guess what???? Yeah, it ruptured and i fell out and was clinging and dangling from the ceiling…Crazy right? Wei Ting just laughed at me…i made a hole in the ceiling~

19. Im left handed!~ Tats why im good at music~ Cos out right brain dominates the left and thats where the music receptor is…

20. I LOvvvvveeee animals….i wanted to become a vet , but i tot, hey, M’sians have this "tidak apa" attitude….and Chris Kong….i really bow down to u for sacrificing urself in the accident to save the little doggy… ~Muaks to you~

21. My friends and i have been chased by perverts twice…and the penis-showin pervert nearly got us….he was just a reach away from me…and me and my sistas from high school ran thru the terrain, screaming like hell…and when we got out, we were covered in Mud~

22. I became the class bookie for the FIFA WORLD CUP Japan/Korea in 2002…hehe…and during every P.E. class, we gals would play football and named ourselfs " Nakata’s Wife" or "shinji Ono’s wife" …hehe~

Well…thats me, im just too bored and passing the time so, i tot of puttin all the things u never would expect of a gal like me…

ChaoZ~

My dear dear Sista….i know ur hurtin…all these why u’ve been in the light of pleasure and happiness and now ur drowning in the seas of pain and hurt…

Whatever it is…you know that we’ll always be there for you…right galz..? And we’re that big big boat that passes by and grip u by ur hand and pull u out from that dreadful and raging sea…

Slowly…as we travel that sea…the rain will shine and rainbows will appear..so…Move ON …and forget about the drowning sea….

One day, we’ll reach the land and u’ll be able to cope again…we’re in this together…okiez…

Okay…back to reality…The POINT is that , the guy is gonna regret all this shit…and he’ll be crawling and begging on his knees and will apologize to you..Okay…put a smile on that beautiful face of urs and if there’s anything…im just a drive away! Call me kay..

Boys are like chocolate cake…They taste so good and we grave just to eat them up! BUT, they’re BAD BAD BAD for health…

Its exactly the same , my dear…hope i’ve helped you and make u smile…

This is how i eat up my chocokate cake if it’s nasty to me…

NoBody messes with me and my sistaS!

Well…im so hopeless…when everyone’s so into studying…and there i am…being so naughty and cheeky…

Just look at everyone….so diligently digging their faces into those books…

And check me out…. hehe … -tee hee-

Not even a single paper on my desk…its only me and my pen…

"Tsk tsk tsk…Melissa, Melissa…." *sigh*

And when everyone’s busy posing for a picture to register us into the Malaysian Nursing Board…

there goes Melissa again….with her own POSING..

"Aint she just one cheeky little chipmunk?"

Its because im Me thats why im ME…so…love me for Me…hahah! NutZ~

Love, MeLiSsA

Justin says i look like a grasshopper…do u really think so? Coz i’ve never seen such a huge and cheeky grasshopper before…..hahahahaha!

What The Fuck! My font color still cant be activated !~ Lame man!

Jeesh~ okiez…since its my FINALS this coming monday, i’ve been spending my time in the states…(haha) the whole time~ Gosh, its killin me…so, i finally came back home and give today a rest~ My brain is intoxicated with words from books and notes..

Well…last sunday, i went there, all by myself..wanna study till 9 pm! And guess what, i went around 1 and went shopping at 3 pm! I bought this really cute Hush Puppy T-shirt…

Ah well, i think i don have any brown t-shirts, so might as well get this one…love the doggy print…

Then, at night, i went out and i saw so many cutieZ~

A tiny bumble Bee shoe for babieZ~ sooooooo cute…i could just drool looking at them…there’s one with a piggy and erm…but i love the BEE the most~ Reminds me of someone…hehe…I guess only Fong knows this one yeah?

Check this out…if i had a baby boy, i’ll put on this super funky cool cute tiny orange NIKE sneakers on him…

Its smaller than my palm….aaaaaawwww..feel like biting it! So geram!~

And wait till u see this…it has Dalmation prints all over it…its just sooooo lovely!

You wont regret having babieZ, all my galZ out there who’s erm..hessitating…cos just think about all the cool things ur baby can put on…and when they grow big, put all these shoes into a cabinet casing as a collection…it’ll be so cool!

I donno why the font colour button cant be activated so, i’ll just type in plain black..Its Friday and im supposed to be on afternoon shift…but i got a sick leave…Yeah yeah! Now..im dead bored…i don feel like studying, even tho i know i shud be doing so…but, Hey! WhateVa!~

Here…im gonna be very "wu liaw" and post lots of pics and thingies…lets start of with this year…since its a doggy year, i bought a doggy pencil case..and since im an Ox, i bought a book written by Lillian Too on Feng Shui for ppl born in the year of the ox…it says its best to wear something blue to protect urself for this particular month…till the 4th April and it’ll bring u luck…so, in combination to the dog year…i put a blue crystal collar on my doggy…here…check it out..

CutEz??~~~i kiss it everyday…hahaha!

So, since i’ve got nothing to do this whole morning, i cleaned up my room…and found an interesting topic to share on my blog…about PRODUCTS! Yeah,,,again ???? A-huh! Again! These are my few favorite things…

This is my Loreal hair Fix…it fixes my hair and makes it straight…its really nice to use and its not sticky…

Plus, after bath, when  my hair is still wet, i apply on this…its a spray on moisturizer and its a product of Shiseido…juz tat its a hair product..called Senscience…makes the hair soft and smooth…

Im Lovin IT! After a nice shower…after i dry up…i apply on Johnson’s baby powder…and of all powder…i like this the most…cos it has milk which is a good source of moisturizing effect…a MUST BUY!

SmeLLs nice too! Speaking of smell….did i ever mention that i LoVeeee Perfumes…??I love collecting perfumes cos of their smell and their bottles..wacky? Wait till u see my collection…i have ones from the 80’s too…Chanel no 5…the old version…But these are my few modern faVs…

J.Lo’s perfume line…Miami Glow…smells really sweet and has a fruity smell…has that latino feel…buy my sistas says that it smells nasty…Nah…don think so…I bought this in KL when i was shopping with my pal Kelvin…i asked his oppinion..he said ..

"Ahhh..can make a guy high!!! " Hahaha! I bought it straight away!

D.K.N.Y. Be Delicious…smells of green apple…this one lasts all day! Even after u’ve taken a bath! Really…one of my sistas got this as a gift from her B.f… hehe

This one…its so classy…very sweet and classical smell…Nina Ricci’s Premier Jour…a catchy one! This one flew all the way from KL to be with me.,..hehehe

So far…i havent been buying anymore perfumes yet…till i travel again , i WILL!!!

Mom bought me a new set of tiny make up from the KK international airport…hehe..lovin it..

Chanel’s make up kit…consisting of a fface cake and 4 eye-shadows…Make-ups are by so many dozens in the market…but remember, the face is so precious…use something good for it…really…trust me…or ur face will turn u into erm…i donno what….

OKiez….let u see another pic…does this pic look like a scene from some scary korean or Japanese ghost movie?

I took this picture in one of the haunted rooms in the hospital… HEHE! Those are my feet…don worry…good thing there’s no "Ju-On"’s face under the bed..wakakaka!

And i took this pic outside the hospital…check it out…i know its everybody’S DreAM CAR~

My car parked right next to it…i was Soooooooo waiting for the driver…but he was no where to be seen…so…Be it!

Alright…i think i’ll place my full stop right about HERE. < there…my full stop! Hope u enjoyed my blog…hopefully i’ll enlighten some heavy hearts…and even give u an idea of what good products to get..hehe…

LoVe…MeLiSsA,

Hehe….silly face!

I woke up so late todaY! At 11 am! Golly-gee..and when i woke up, my pillow was wet…with TEARS~ Arrrggghh! I cried in my sleep! I dreamt of really weird things…everything in my dream DIED! AAarrrggghh!!! Horrid! Horrid! Horrid! I hate it…i dreamt one of my best friends died…i donno how too…and i remembered me running in through a caged forest…and i was able to pause to look at a JELLY FISH! How stupiD is that??? A jelly fish in a Forest…

Then…the dream focused into my room…i had an empty wide transparent bottle…about 30 cm high and inside that bottled container were 3 dwarf hamsters, 3 medium sized hamsters and 3 large guinea pigs…then. all of a sudden. those rodents were jumping out of the bottle…i was frantic and tryin so hard to catch em’…then they went behind my study table…i saw their little feet crawling under my table and i used a ruler to shoo them out so i can catch them. Indeed…they came out and i caught them and threw them back into the bottle…JUST TO REALISE in such a SHOCKING WAY ..the bottle was filled with water and the poor hamsters were drowning…Aaarrrggghh !!! And , they died..i held their tiny cold and hard bodies in my whimpering hand…and i was crying…and…I woke up!@ #^(^^)* Damn i hate dreams like that!!!!

StupiD StupiD StupiDDD !!! Annabella…if ur reading this, pls tell me what these odd dreams mean? Anyways, do u believe in dreams? I donno…sometimes its really weird ya know…donno how images and visions can actually appear during our sleep…alright…this is gettin eerie…im going to sleep now!

Good niTeZ~ Thats me…(even get to pose for a pic before i sleep)

*_*MELiSsA*_*

sUNDAY MORNING …i had to wake up @ 5.30 a.m…to go to work…then came home and slept till 6.30p.m…then my Justin woke me up and brought me to have pizza…Ewww..the Atlantis Crust Pizza SuX!So not nice at all…indeed its like the advertisement…Sashimi Rojak Curry LakSA! So mixed and too many flavours at once…and its so salty…the tuna roll is so not nice either….guess its just not my taste cos i don like seafood…

Wanted to go to MNG shopping today cos i feel so moody…PMS syndrome i guess…everything seems so tight! Even my emotions! Hate it laaaa!~ Plus…my ward supervisor keep on asking me to do this do that like im her secretary …i hate paper workS! Conclusion, i din go to MNG cos woke up late and Justin always has no time…guess i have to find my own time…sigh…

I want my colourful life back again…where im stress-free…i think im really worried over my final exams…cos i havent finished my studying…im stuck where i was before..so far almost all my mock papers are back and they’re all PASSES and i hope i can  squeeze thru my finals…im just waiting to pass and in August when im confirmed a Staff Nurse..i cant wait to spend my 1.8K! Woo-Hoo~

One more thing..im going clubbing less …i’ll try..cos i don wanna get CANCER by polutting my lungs with all the puffy ciggarette smoke…im no active smoker but by inhaling im sooooooooo passive and its sooooooo toxic cos i don have any filter…plus, it kills my lung cells and my cillia..making my lung cells mutate into cancer cells…I DON WANNA HAVE CANCER! I’ve seen too many ppl die of it already and now, recently…2 of Justin’s uncle has it and its in the genes!!!! I’ve gotta MAKE Justin safe…by eating anti-oxidants everyday…dig in on veges and fruits..esp tomatoes!

Oohhh..did u know that all those air fresheners in the car and those aromatherapy which are not accreditated can cause cancer too? so, im throwing out my car’s air freshener after its finished (still new baaa) - im on the alert now…cos everyhthing in our daily lives causes Cancer..and im so good cos i TOTALLY DONT EAT BBQed stuff and SMOKED FISHES and BURNT thingies..htose are 99.9% causative agents for CANCER! So duded and dudetes, pls pls pls look after ur health…cut down on salt, fatty food, BBQ…Belacan..the nice foods are the unhealthy ones..make a wise choice…life is short~ protect it before u regret it~

LoVe urself…

Love, MeL

just came back home from work…dead tired! Sigh, donno whats up with me today, keep on makin mistakes…yesterday, i totalled the intake output chart wrongly…gosh! Total of 640 and its so obvious to count and i wrote 1900! Crazy! And today, i went down to the operation theater to collect patient wihout a staff nurse…thank goodness the OT nurses were so nice…Love u guys there…thats why i wanna be an OT nurse…just stay in the operating theater and not coming out…such peace.

In the wards, its so fucking hectic…nurses screaming at u here and there…THIAM! Sigh…well, im destined to this job so i have to accept its challenges. This way, i know im way way way WAY matured that other 21 year olds!

Tomorrow is my off day…and im planning to spend spend spend again! Shopping is my paradise…and money is my paradigm…,hehe~ Have to work to earn it!

I feel so mentally stressed, donno why…prb its because my Normah Finals comin up in 2 weeks time and im so fucked up with my work and im not studying at all…boy o boy, i never learn my lesson do i?…that studying las minute isnt a wise thing to do..but Last minute is my habit and only then the Adrenaline pumps faster…

Im also tired…work everyday..wake up when u all are still in dreamland..come home when u JUST reached dreamland and ur lives are like Dreamland…sometimes, i get home, and i cant sleep, all things rushing and gushing in and out of my mind are my patients condition,i ask myself: did i do this? Did i do that? How’s their condition? Will i still get to see them tomorrow? Are they dying? This is my world…and its the real world..

Justin told me,..: U know, i work all day long…so damn tired but i feel its all worth it coz at the end of the day, i get to see you and it makes my day fulfilled….

I shud think the same too…yeah, what he says is right…cos mentally, we support each other…thanks!

And…my system’s not shutting down…its just one of the days when a day in ur life suX~thats all…i’ll be fine..

Crazy  la me , today….eat eat eat non-stop…why?? This morning, before goin to work, i ate a piece of biscuit, sis brough back from Sabah…then at work, at Mee Jawa , then later…ate a piece of Triangle Ham Sandwich…now, at home, eatin beef kueh tiaw soup…i cooked by myself….1 big bowl summo…enough for 2!

And then, i regretted cos i forgot i should keep my stomach for dinner tonight! Justin promised to take me where ever i wanna eat! ANd i fancy Pizza tonight…the latest Atlantis Crust pizza…so, later after i finish typin my blog, i wanna get everything out! EVACUATE! EVACUATE !!! Hehehe

Yesterday went for lunch at MacD’s and i realised that my eatin habit it deteriorating…its so bad! So, from erm…after the pizza tonight, im gonna promise myself to eat healthy!

Sigh…bored…lookin forward to this weekend where i can de-stress with the music…Last night, MC3 was havin a crazy offer, but any drinks for RM 30 ONLY! Chivas, Jack Daniels, Vodka…what ever u name it by the BOTTLE! CRazy aint it! ANd i was sooooooooooo extremely pissed that i cant go, coz workin morning shift…if i went, i think i’ll be serving the wrong medicines and simply giving injections!

Okay lah..no mood to blog anymore…

Okiez…oh…letz talk about the music industry…so many good music now adays and the notes are really good…these music geniuses can really come up with different music usin same old chords that has been playin all the while..then they add in the spice with minor sounds…u know those sound ppl who go the the forest or under the sea to catch the slightest sound and convert them and use them as "sound and music" in the high-tech world…but the best instrument that i feel still plays the major role is the keyboard…u get the melody and chords all in one…then the piano…just fits in anything…even rockers like yellow card has piano and even a violinisT! too bad they had to split!

Check out Kanye West’s song…the one with Adam Lavingne in it…the piano plays throughout the whole song…cool! Sigh…feel like continuing my music …i was in grade 9 when i called it quits..not that i want to , i had too, when i joined nursing…cos there aint no time to go for classes…have to work shifts!

But, its okay..i just got out from the couch…was watching America’s Next Top Model awhile ago…among the 5, i think Britanny is the prettiest…and her attitude’s great! She’s wobbly and fun! But one of the judge claimed that she’a "A Walking Exclaimation MarK!!!!!!!" Haha…dont u find that amusing…its so amazing how people can actually stress on words and mix match them and turn em into something convertable yet understandable…despite the fact that its usually used for sarcasm!

I know who the winner is for this season’s Top model thingy…but i aint tellin! Its a wise decision! And erm…today, they all went to Cape Town , Africa and they went on a safari…when they reached the lion’s zone, the safari guide told all the models to hush and not move…but Britanny just had to Talk and talk and talk….and the gals felt like feeding her to the lions! Haha! Keenyah had to become an ELEPHANT!~ While the other gals got to post as sexier animals like a cheetah, ostrich ….

I wish to become a model too…sigh…its so fun! But it’ll only be a fantasy in my dreamS!

Juz the plain and simple me….