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GasP! Fen….u are so naughty! hahaha! Actually we all are….hahah! Tee-hee..Miss u all..sorry couldn’t be there for ur bday…would love to try ur Island cake…tho it looks really horrid, with sea of chinese tea~ I’ll get u something from Hong KOng okiez~

Here’s a pic we took at Tao..I look really Fat~ Aaarrggh!

Its our SecreT 38 Sign of Sista Hood…..Plus one more Lin will be perFecT ! Hahah! Alvin can join too..coz he’s 38 too..Hahah! Seriously…nah, j/k

I’m doing fine de…trust me, much much better…my spirit is free like a bird now…i’ve found my joy and happiness in dance..in all i have, in the ppl around me..in all i do..

To U…with U, i laugh everyday…at ur stupid jokes..and ur surprising Dao Lis…at ur funny being..and it makes me laugh even nuttier when u add in ur laughter…and our laughters turn into roars..trust me..you tickle my funny bone &its the bez medicine u’ve given me for my cure..Cant wait to see u again~

P/S: 3… in English and 6……in Chinese *LOL*

When the phrase that goes "MEn are from MarS and Women are from VeNus"…i totally have to agree with the fact that its true…cos no one knows what the hell the opposites are cracking in their heads…what sort of thoughts are flashing in their minds…and the further actions that are gonna be taken~

Why do i say this? Listen to this story….

Once upon a time, there lived a really happy couple… Mars + Venus …living life to the fullest and enjoying evry moment and second they had together, evry thing seemed so beautiful…dreams and fantasies of love was all coming true, nothing mattered more in life but each other….then, suddenly..lighting struck Mars..he fell ..alls end came to a Pause..Mars met a Girl..another girl..named Earth..

Sadly, Venus had to move on she had no choice, despite the fact she searched thru and thru for  Mars..he never answered her calling…she need not try to understand what went wrong…cos it was un-understandable…cos she din know what strucked the complicated aliented being in Mars…

Later.. Mars  fell in love with the girl….The passion was in burning flames..as he  fell onto Earth and spoke sweet words into her ears, words that he spoke to Venus before(which once melted Venus’ heart and she was so convinced, she swore to cherish him all her life..cos she tot he was that one in a MiLLION guy),

As the moon and sun exchanged their goodbyes each day…. he soon found out that he canT bear Earth…she was untoleratable..Mars began to think back and misses the times he shared with Venus..

Venus, gifted with her 6 senses…sensed regretion in MArs…Mars intends to END his connection with EArth and flee into Venus’ arms..where he once felt that comfortness and warmth in her..he felt that she was the only one who understands him..and Earth was juz too demanding..her pollution disgusted him..he was getting annoyed and confused ..

Now, now there.. SHUD Venus give Mars another chance for what he did to her? For me, KARMA haz made its cycle..and the cycle is completed..Mars Left Venus for Earth…and now, Mars want to leave Earth for Venus.. *Mars indeed is a complicated being*.. Its time to free Venus and let her have her happiness..What goes around comes around~

NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER THAT VENUS HAS…

Cant wait to start the Latin dance classes in July…boy o boy..i wanna expand my horizon and learn all sort of dance moves..and with my partner in crime, Adrian, it’ll be so much Fun! (hopefully…)

Anyone wanna join my class? I’ll need summo ppl… Kim, gals?

Can somebody explain to me why the feeling of falling in luv is so comfy yet scary? It feels like ur on Cloud 9 yet…afraid u’ll be struck by lighting and fall back onto the grounds again…But, someone told me, walk ahead, and if u fall down, get up, bite the dust and walk on..

Anyways, Im glad Fab got chosen to be 1 step closer to becoming Miss Sarawak…really proud of her, finally, her dreams to be a model/beauty queen has become a reality…and im sooo proud of u gal~We’ll support u all d way thru~ Juz don trip on ur evening gown! hahaha! J/k

Okay, im juz spamming all my thoughts here, coz my thoughts arent really focussing well…my BIG day’s Next friday…and really need ur countless prayers…(cos i’ve not opened my BOOKS YET)…this is like suicidal! Aarrggh! And check out the venue : Borneo Highlands…(sumwhere near there)…im afraid i’ll get car sick and puke all the way up the mountains…

Talking about mountains, oh man….i LOVE Tokyo Drift…extremely outstanding….hopefully my transportation guy will drift us up to Borneo Highlands on my Big day…so i can drift thru my papers easily…ahaha! —-> okay, not funny!

As determined as i am to achieve my goal of having the 4 packed abs….Sophia and I went to the gym right after class on Saturday…spent almost an hour plus, did 50 sit ups as planned, cycled on the bicycle for about 5km and lost about 600+ calories on the bike only…and we played ping pong…

As a RESULT on SUNDAY morning : CANNOT GET UP !!!! My abdomen hurts…cant even cough or laugh..(yeah, look who’s laughing now) …i guess its prob due to muscle tension…building up and stuff.. aiseh! Hahaha! LOL! (Cant laugh in reality so i LOL here )… So…i have to keep this up…im doing 10 push ups daily…so, we’ll juz see the result..

Finals are juz around the corner too…not only for me but for my frenz over in Swinburne..and they’re really working hard…sigh…so i decided to start studying today too…so, went for lunch with Adrian and then to the library and then dinner and back home…while im typing this, he’s still studying…awww…so pity…studying till the wee hours…i juz hope he’s not watching the Korea match! Kekeek…i managed to get a snap shot of Adrian studying…

Aww..trying to kek cool, even wen studying.. *sigh*

I know im soooo gonna get strangled wen he sees this…hahaha!

P/S: GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW’S FINALS, SWINBURNEES..

Don’t freak out at what I have to say here….believe me when I say this, and I say this with love- Stop thinking so much! Honestly, u spend so much time thinking about stuff that u never really DO anything. you’re all tied up in knots….wouldn’t it feel SO good to juz take action? Make something HAPPEN? Let It all OUT? Like….say, in a dance class!

Maybe its not that complicated. Maybe, and this might seem weird coming from me, but maybe for ONCE, u shud juz need to get out of ur head…

Love,

Your BODY

Quote from:

nikewomen.com.my

Yup….what has been said above is so true…im gonna make my body a temple now…and cherish it ….boost up my confidence…im gonna control my eating…and eat only healthy foods… go to the gym (seriously, I wanna have a 6packed abs!) If not 6, 4 will do too! Like Anastacia’s….its so perfect! Then, im gonna work out…and keep my head up high and walk straight! Its gonna be a new ME!

P/s: Galz, don forget to check out www.nikewomen.com.my

Boost up that spirit ya’ll and every inch of ur body is precious….more that money can ever buy..

I Love Me…for Me coz no body, Trust me, nobody can love u better~

1. There are @ least 5 people in the world who loves u and are willing to die for you.. (LOL! CraP)
2. There are @ least 15 people in the world who love u in different ways
3. The MAIN reason a person HATES u its coz he/she wants to be like you.. ->Which they cant!
4. Ur smile can bring JOY to others, even if they don like u
5. Someone thinks of u every night before they sleep
6. You mean ALOT to someone
7. If it wasnt becoz of u, someone would not be happy~
8. You are special and unique
9. Someone loves u but u don realise it…..
10. when u make a huge mistake, there’s always a good reason behind it~
11. when u feel deserted, thing back, Could it be u who’s deserting someone?
12. When u think that u don have a chance to get what u want, maybe u WONT..unless u believe in urself…u might juz get it..
13. Reminise all the praises and compliments…Forget all the condemnation
14. Dont be afraid to xpress ur feelings…u’ll feel much better
15. If u have (a) bez fren(z) …take the oppurtunity to tell them that they’re the BeZ!

It takes a minute to make a friend, an hour to appreciate them…a day to love them…but a lifetime to forget them..

To my dearest 7 bez friends….I LOVE YOU ALL! This goes out to Samuel too…a break-up is a time for u to reflect the good times…not lookin upon what went wrong…and that its God’s will…juz think of it that way…it’ll hurt less.. I’ll bring u to a peaceful place where we can SHOUT our lungs out okiez…promise!

L-O-V-E…

c-o-m-p-l-i-c-a-t-e-d

Wondering the streets….trying to figure out what life has to offer….but im following the rhythm and flow…ya know, like the "river of life"…

If i had the power to control, Yes, that’s what i’ll do : CONTROL….but , i dont! All i have that resembles power is my confidence….

Why in the world do i feel so empty inside then? Like an egg shell without its contains? But how can that be possible right? Why is it that my mind is so fickle? One moment this , then one moment that? I feel so weird today…i donno what im thinkin and donno what im sayin…i feel hurt and pain…donno why either..juz feel a stingin sensation in my heart…

Why is there such thing as "chemistry"? Why does feelings develp so strong and then can suddenly fade away? How can a human do something behind one’s back and then juz cover it up? Can u do that and still look at someone in the eyes and still say " I Love U?" ….that’s cold man, COLD!

See….this are the tough equations to solve in life..

I feel sad that alot of the people that i know indirectly have been visited by the angel of death and its really scary…in the past 1 week, i’ve seen 7 deaths..and Adrian told me not to be sad…coz he said, when there’s a negative thing, the chi will balance itself with something positive…eg, when someone dies, someone new will be brought into the world…AND U KNOW WHAT? OMG! Its so true, coz i’ve done a research, of my patient’s time of death…and i checked out the time of birth of newborn babies in the nursery…well, its like…ALMOST a Coincidence~ Eeeww..Scary…the truth is out there~ *X-file’s theme song*

And for this coming 3 weeks, i’ll be in class….it’ll be the last 3 weeks of school..FOREVER! CoZ, im finishing! Yay + Scared = wat i feel…. Yup…excited at the same time , cos it means no more studying but nervous to graduate coz ppl’s lives are partly in my hands~ Oh man, the thought juz makes my hair stand on ends…But i know, i muz have confidence…but, honestly, juz imagine me in a nurse uniform (don imagine toooooooo much) tee-hee….and would u have confidence in me????? Adrian pratically laughed at me in my nurse uniform! Yeah , yeah, u muz be LOL when ur reading this , rite? -wateva-

Despite the fact that my finals are comin up, i don even have the heart to study…everyday when i get to class, we’ll gather behind the class and talk about this and that and read Cleo..and talk about which hairstyle suits me ….oh, i wanna make a DRASTIC change to myself….but i donno what hairstyle suits me…my fren says, cut it short, get an alfro…that would be drastic….BUT IM A HAIR Person, and when it comes to hair, I MIND ALOT! I have this phobia of gettin my hair done….cos whenever i sit on that chair in the saloon, i know, im gonna regret havin anything done with my hair, and after that, u know what?? I regret! Im so particular….ah-but-then, i wan to change my look…into a new Melissa..Any suggestionS?

P/s : Andrew, wats up with the testimonial??? u muz be drunk huh?

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The Dance during the FBC Service went really well~ And Praise the LorD!~ I especially loved the children’s dance…it was sooo cute, cos it was before our dance and the children were sitting infront of me and i couldnt stop starring at them…dont u think children now adays are soooooooo cute? Compared to the ones last time? Eg : ME! maybe its due to the food now adays ? think so? And im looking forward to the 12 Dance Modules coming up….6 modules on ballet and 6 modules on dancing with props…Interested anyone? Feel free to contact me~

For the past week, the dance workshop made me feel like i needed the Lord near me and i know that He has never left me, not even for a second….he was there for me every time, answered every prayer…..i think it made the all the dancers feel that way too….and especially at a time like this, im thankful that i have HIm by my side~  And i feel guilty to the thought that i wanted to sacrifice my religion for a guy! That was the stupidest thing that came across my mind! I will not repeat the same mistake again, i PROMISE! Later, i’ll be attending the last workshop, on Flag dancing….cos when i saw Gunther held up the flags and danced his way with it, it was like flapping the wings of glory and honour…ohh…its juz tooo fantastic that putting it into words makes it so difficult!

Here are some pictures that i took with the FBC dancers…

Grace & Abigail…cute little dancers~

Time to buckle up after this…i spent alot of time with frenZ recently…and no time on my studies.. hihi! 3 more weeks till my finals and lookin forward to Graduation!!! But 1st………STUDY!

I went to Gateway for a swim with frenZ after my dance…in the afternoon…hehe….enjoyed the scenery and the cool gentle breeze…pampered myself to the steam bath and sauna…and whew! It was HOT! My face was flushed whe i got out…but some ppl still "kek teng" inside the sauna and steam…until some parts became dehydrated! Hahah! WhoopS!

Tats me, enjoying the view and the easy breeze..

ChaoZ!