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ShiTzzzzzz… (sorry to be kinda vulgar) … but WHY am i having second thoughts??? AlamakZ…this is gonna be harder than i thought…c’mon MEl, its only KL! Thats what i tell myself…and thats what ppl tell me…but why do i get palpitations and my palms become sweaty and i tremble inside when that day is drawing closer… this is a phenomenal change for me and adaption is gonna cost time, tats for sure.

Once i step foot there , there’s no return as in i cant turn back in anyways…coz im being BOUGHT OVA (like a football playa)… tsk tsk tsk. Life is unfair at times but its also full of new and golden oppurtunities. 24/7 , i think of this issue…i cant stop thinking!!!! I can go mad…really…i need a shrink~

I’ve started packing de, bit by bit…mom says im moving my whole room over it seems…in fact, YEah..i am…im bringing 13 pair of jeans over, hahaha! I know, i know, i’ll take 3 out lorrr….and it’ll make 10 pairs. Round up the figure~ Im bringing ALL my perfumes over… (don wanna leave a single bottle or elllssee….) i have a sister who sprays on perfume like she’s sprayin RIDSECT in a room! *Eat energy* Sorry Oli…its a fact! OMG, i forgot my shoes…jeesh, this is gonna be a tough decision…which pair is gonna get left behind…awww…but its so unfair, maybe i’ll juz grab all of them… ooo i better make a list of everythin before anyone gets missed out~ Yikes! I need people to help me pack, so erm… Fong, Ting, Kim, Sam, Adrian…come over help me  pack up okieZ 6 pair of hands is better than one pair of mine…plus., im so undecisive …so u ppl can gimme opinions..

ChaoZ

MeL~

WuDs, SpuDs, PrinGles …. NaChos, Cheddar Cheese, Salsa sauce… Ginger Tips, Morrocan Pie , Mag Pie (isnt that a bird?) … Lemon FrosT, Sweet Lips (that’s a type of fish)….

Borritos, Hawaiian Delight… Mushy Mellows, Corn dogs, Ginger Ale, Wasabi ??? Gelato , StrawBerry and Cream, Cherry bites , Melting moments , …………….."wuliaw"

Bite me …im too bored~ Juz trying to list down foodstuff to waste my time….

The clock is ticking…tick tock tick tock… 7 more days to go~ *Sigh*

Any tips on "how to live alone?"

It is time to be bold, gather up all the strength in my tiny body to spread my wings and fly like a butterfly~

Yes, now, its time to learn how to be independent…wash my own clothes (which i hate so much), and cook for myself and learn how to budget money and time… it seems like a game and as if its sooo unreal~

Im gonna leave Kuching to a different world and the time given to me to pack and and say my good-byes is juz too short - 1 week…and this Saturday will be my last Saturday in Kuching~ Im sad but excited at the same time, cos its time for me to expand my horizon and live the life there…i’ve gotta learn to accept and get used there cos 5 years is a long long time…anything can juz happen~ and im afraid of what lies behind it…

Whatever it is, i’ll get an internet connection there and i’ll promise to blog… then we can catch up with each other easily, rite mate? Sigh…there’s so many things i have to give up once im there, my passion for music and my dance.. Nevertheless, im gonna miz my family and frenz and esp someone special whom i’ve started to get comfortable with…i wonder what capabilities distance has…

Teary eyes wont get me no where…so help me not to cry anymore

I’ll be back, juz not too soon… Missing everything already…

Had my french manicure done about a week ago…and was tempted to try some nail arts…looks neat and jazzy…and everything was sooooo fine…and the lady who did it kept saying mine was so hard to do cos my fingers are too tiny~ Hmmm, what a comment to give to a paying customer~ but i take it as a compliment~

Tats me…and the nail artist…had a tough time communicating with her coz she’s from China~ But overall, she’s very careful in what she does, a single smudge and she wipes the whole thing off! Pretty tiring… FOR ME .. took such a long time..

The END PRODUCT…

Cant really see the flowers…coz so delicate and prob my nails ARE tiny…

She’s so INTO her work…haiz,gotta give credit to her, so GET UR NAIL ART DONE…reasonable price too

Juz holla at her in Tun Jugah, Miniature Corner…wah,doin promotion pulak~

Im starting to love nail arts now… CheeRs

LAz nite was really hillarious…super funny, till my funy bone still tingles…

So…Adrian and i were supposed to be western chefs for the evening…okay, so he boiled the carrots and potatoes before-hand and when i reached, we made chicken-egg nuggets …and baked our oyster chicken, fried the french fries …den, after much messing up in the kitchen …with the melted butter falling and bread crumbs all over the dining hall, we made our 5cm thick garlic bread with parmesan cheese sprinkled on top… and after failing and burning the pot ot make our salad sauce…we finally succeeded in making the perfect butter-cheese sauce which was poured on top of our baked vege. Den we popped the wine cock to celebrate our completion of the dinner… yeah, which took us ONE AND A HALF HOUR TO PREPARE, EXCLUDING THE EARLY PREPARATIONS…

The ambience was good…(well…despite the cold food) …we had good music and eeerr…FORGOT the CANDLES! Hahaha! The best part WAS… we were too tired from the cooking and baking and preparing that we barely finished our meal…it was TOO MUCH for TWO! Haha!

But…i had lotsa fun…i think we were too full cos we swallowed lotsa AIR while laughing~

Our whole meaL

Our super-thick garlic bread…(it was the only hot thing on the table) haha!

The main course…oyster chicken chop, with baked butter-cheese vege topped with fries~

CANT BELIEVE THE WORLD…(AIYA NO NEED TO SAY THE WORLD LA) SPECIFICALLY, KUCHING IS POLLUTED BY BRAINLESS, INSUFFECIENT SYNAPSES IN THEIR NEURONS AND LOOKS LIKE THEY’VE TAKEN TOO MUCH STEROIDS AND HAS A SIDE EFFECT ON THEIR FACE KINDA PPL… AND PPL WHO CANT STAND ON THEIR 2 FEET … NEEDS MUTANT SIDEKICKS DEVELOPED FROM DIFFERENT TYPES OF DNA…COS HAS THE SAME X BUT DIFFERENT Y’s… GOLLY GEE….HOW SAD!

P/S: iGNORE ME, IM JUST IMAGINING A WORLD OF IMAGINARY PPL…SO THERE’S NO NEED TO PARANOID…COS PARANOID PPL HAS A NEED TO GO TO MENTAL HOSPITAL…

Once, there was an angel who loved to dance. She danced for the moon and stars and the sun amongst the puffy white clouds in the heavens. She swirled and twirled her wings between her lacey white linens.

One day, as she was dancing on cloud No. 9, which is just above the ground, she heard a voice so tender and she danced to the voice … in fact, she followed the voice. It was a Prince, singing in the woods. She was so enchanted by his voice that she lost her way back to the heavens.

And as she danced above the prince’s head…he noticed her gracefulness and together, they made symphony. Soon enough, the prince and angel fell for each other. It was love at first sight… “Follow me to my kingdom.” said the prince…and so did the angel.

Everyday, they had a beaming smile on their faces as they streamed thru meadows and the dazzling waterfalls… indeed, they shared pure happiness and never understood sadness~ They felt that it was their destiny to have met each other…

On a breezy nite, while the angel was sleeping, the breeze whispered into her ears… “ U have to leave…go back to where u belong…” She woke up…she remembered what she used to be and that the prince was mortal while she’s not. She recalled that no white angel shud be with a mortal or else…

She didn’t want her prince to suffer the consequences…and she knew, she had to leave… and to LEAVE would be the hardest thing she would have to do. Despite her love for him which was so deep, in fact, too deep, she knew, she had no where else to go except back to the heavens. She cried all night and even to the thoughts of leaving him…and the prince, didn’t shed a single tear…he knew it would be painful a pain to bear for her as it is for him.

The angel didn’t want to think of what were to happen to her prince when she’s gone…even tho the love is there, but being far apart, she questions every single aspect of the distance. “ Will he still continue loving me?” That was what she feared most… “ What will become of the both of us…?”

“ My prince, I didn’t choose to leave u…I have no choice and I’ll continue loving u…if only u’ll await my return.”

The moral of the story is…. eerrr…actually, there’s no moral…I wanna find out what the moral is actually…does distance relationship work? Its juz another one of my curious thoughts of the day…

MeL~

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Mistakes, only human makes them… I learn from them, not to make the wrong choice again…

Sometimes, u juz know when its gonna happen so, u become smarter & people often judge u for who UR NOT…

When people call u names, or talk bad about you…ask urself are THEY OKAY?? Coz they’re sick in their head and they have that GREEN Monster of jealousy in them… cos they AIM to be Jus like you but in fact, they cant~! They can only be themselves…no matter how hard they try..

U know what, ppl are all the same, they only get judge by what they do…and i believe evryone is beautiful in their own ways…

Shame, pride, joy, sadness….we have the same feelings COZ we are the SAME & personality reflects our name…

IF u think IM UGLY, then SO RU….lemme repeat myself :  so ARE YOU…

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HEY all…miss me? Im now typing my blog from HK International Airport Golden Lounge.i miz  blogging…hahah! And i miss all of u back home…especially Adrian~ didnt hear ur voice for so long…in case u didn’t know when im coming back, i’ll be back on Monday  lookin’ forward to my home sweet home..

Well, this vacation has changed me a little…since we’re on an adventure vacation…1st of all, i had to HOLD UP my shopping…so didnt shop much…i am so dissapointed…coz we had no time at all! Next time, NEVER ever follow the tour..seriously, it juz wastes ur time…then, im darker than ever…got tanned and put on alot of weight..all i do is eat and eat and eat..while typing this, im sipping on my Ginger Ale while munching on Swiss Chocolate chip and current cookies~ Juz had a big MAc in McD about an hour ago.. heh~ Await the arrival of a fatter me~ haahah~ Sigh~

I enjoyed my trip to Shenzhen, China much much better, if compared to Hong Kong…don ask me why..i donno either…the only thing i enjoyed in HK was the trip to Disneyland…coz its a place where ur dreams and wishes come true…its magical~ with all the childhood cartoon character, it juz brings back all the fond memories. I felt younger.. yeeseh! It was good, tears filled my conjunctiva sacs when i met Mickey Mouse , i juz gave him a HUGE hug~ and a peck on the cheek… it was jolly fun~ even though the temperature there reached above 40 degrees (tats the whole sunburn reason!). Oh…besides sight seeing , the ppl here and China are so BEAUTIFUL…they are sooooooo .. erm, lemme make it easier, a heaven of girls for the guys~ Really…and the FASHION!!!! I could juz make a fashion magazine outta them~ The gals are at a Perfect figure! Tall, slim, slender, pretty, fair.. (mom says its all plastic) hahaha! True enough, there are plastic surgery lots which blooms like "kuih stalls" at the Sunday MArket… juz walk in , tell the Doc wat u want and "wah-laa".. less than 1/2 and hour, u’ll get what u want~ Actually, i wanted to try it for my legs…make it longer…so i can be taller~ HAH! Crap~

Food here is EXPENSIVE~ and imagine having milk in ur bowl of bee-hoon soup…yeap…but hey, its kinda tasty eh~ but for a bowl of that, it costs HK$55! And a tin of Coke costs HK$25! Yesterday, the weather was kinda scary, due to the typhoon in Taiwan, it affects the weather in HK…it was so windy, that it could blow a little child away…and the wind was continous for the whole day…and we were at Ocean Park so, the wind and wetness …ggggrrrrr…COLD! At night, we still managed to walk the Mong Kok Street…where its a shopping haven..yeah, i got to shop ONLY on the last day! Miserable! My eyes were twinkling with stars…but i din get as much as i expected…due to time factor and the raging wind!

What i appreciate most from this vacation is, the TIME spent with my family…its been quite some time since we’ve done this together…cos prob we’ve all grown up and kids go their own way with frenz and mom and dad goes their way…even dad says that it was a golden moment for all of us~ shucks daddy-kins~ and it felt like we were on the Amazing race - family team! 

Okay, enough for now, till i get back tomorrow…ChaoZ~

Short term memory…

ITs not something abnormal…all of us tend to get it once in a while…there’s the accidentally- forgotten type and the purposely-want-to-forget type.. but if it tends to be too frequent, go see a doctor~ HaH!

I think people will get that when they are accidentally in love~ hahaha! Crazy-fuzzy-doodly-doo~ Coz they cant wait to see each other each day after a day’s tiring schedule…then they talk and talk and talk…and tend to become really "lo-so"…until they forget what they have said~ Check this out ;

Eg; A phone conversation ; 

Boy : Hello..hey ,erm..im hanging out with frenz, havin a drink, wanna come ova?

GirL : Nah..its okay… tired…so, are u bettin? France or ItalY?

Boy : Shud be Italy..so, which team are u bettin on? Lemme kno k.. -crack- er.. hello? hello?

——— Line broke-off——————–

Boy calls back ;

Boy : What’s wrong with ur phone? Its always been like that i think..

Girl : Dunno..so, i’ll let u know k, im puttin my bet juz lemme think bout which team to choose from 1st

Boy : Okay, lemme know b4 u sleep..nite

Girl : Nite

——————– End of conversation: Hangs up —————————-

*Creek creek creek.. * <———–insect sound (LOL)

Boy calls back ;

Boy : WaH! Ur phone really "Eat energy" (chiak lat) lorrr…call halfway always get cut off one..

GirL : \\\ (" .) Huh? Er..i tot we hung up already? REMEMBER??? (eee…funny boy)

Boy :We did???? Er..WE DID!!! Oh yea! Haah.. er er…paise.. k den, nite..

Girl : U miz me don u??? - Grins widely-

Boy : Errrr….hehehehe *shy*…ByE!!!

Funny how ppl tend to be like this…haha..this story reminds me of Dory, the forgetful fish from Finding Nemo…these kinda ppl can be so cute at times..but really..erm, eat more Chocolate, Raisins, drink a little bit of wine…consume some brocolli, apples and nuts.. good for ur memory~

GirL misses Boy too~

MeL~