BuTteRfLY_PrInCeSs

Oh angel of despair and sorrow
Spare the bitterness and darkness of the damned
Let only the wicked burn in the cockpits of fire
And drown in the depths of the seas
As those who kills, owns the thickest of all tongues!

If only the modern world can cure it with tequila and ciggarettes by beating stressors…
but baby, its all an addiction and points directly 6 feet under…

Why is the world so torn up and shaken? And why does hierachy matters so fucking much?
SO the lower society potrays as what ?- CraP???

Well, the fact is, that doesnt impress me much, YOU may have the skills and all, but you havent got the Touch…

Whats the use of wearing a mask when lo and behold! behind it , ur not being urself? You might as well juz go and FUCK urself then ??

But hell, probably its the fucking that you dont get much thats why u go out and about screwing others…

Get a L-I-F-E Doc!

wats the point of hanging on to something when u know ur loosing it anyway, somehow or rather. Keep building up the bridge yet it all falls down? Its like cancer cells, mutating every single second, and u know ur dying , but u donno how to keep going. Tats how im feeling now…

The conclusion, L-O-V-E HurTs…

My heart goes out to you, Ms. Altantunya…and may u be in peace always. Golly, sometimes, i donno whadya hell is goin on in this world… everything juz seems so wrong…there’s even riots here…makes me afraid to face the world evry single day. But, im tryin my bez to get my butt back in Kch.

Hopefully, i can go home evry 3 mths. Put me here longer, i’ll be a potato couch and some fat bumm! And, sooner, u can call me Ms. Pimple head! Hahaha

SHucks, juz pullin some legs. Okay, recently,mom has been spending the weekend with me… and she’s my one way ticket to return to Kch finally (gee,i sound like a deported refugee) and never to return here…AARRGGH! Lets juz keep our fingers crossed and keep me in prayerZ okay…

Every Sunday, i go to this really cool youth mass, its a tiny Chapel inside a local college! Funny huh…? But true, its hugE and the crowd is by hundreds, and for the 1st time, being alone doesnt actually make me feel lonely…donno why.

Being in the working world makes me realise that ‘ money no enough’ is a huge issue! Even though of lookin for partime jobs, cos with my spendin habit, ehh, not surviving ! How bout hosting a talk show, like Oprah! Hahaha! Hey, if ur laughin, lotsa ppl who u never thought cud talk can host a talk show, even Tyra Banks has her own talk show…bout teenagers in love, teenagers bein cocky…ooooo, teenagers goin thru marriage, mom doesnt like daughter’s bf and Tyra sets up a date between mom and daughter’s bf..(er, quite a wrong move tho)…hot gossips which turn out to be crap eventually.  The trick is, the host don need to talk so much, they juz ask questions and let the guest do most of the talkings. If i were to be a host, the 1st local i wud interview wud be Kenny Sia! Hahah

Btw, tomoro’s Tuesday meaning is wallop in "Chow To-fu". In English, its, smelly-to-fu. And trust me, it StinkS! Like a garbage truck…but my, my, when it goes into the mouth, its like yuuummmmmmmmm!!! Available only at the Pasar Malam. Lotsa food!!!! Love it!

CU all around!

Hugs

*MeL*

The Covenant, to me when i hear that world, its all so holy, churchly and almighty…its almighty alright, im talkin bout the movie, silly.

Check out the Ipswich Sons, cant take my mind off them, witchcraft was always an interesting thing to me, u know, supernatural and "the truth is out there"…altho im such a chicken at it. But, the thing is that, the movie is so cool , its like Charmed , but guy version, with hot bods and cool moves and romance as well… *melts*… Gosh, im drop dead head over heels for tat whole movie. Even the villian is sizzling hoT!

Anyways, all, how’s life in the limelight? Wats up with my Ms. Swak fren? And my Ms. 4D and all the ms?? Grace has slimmed alot, while me on the other hand, am putting on so much weight. Seriously, i find it rather odd…as i only eat once or twice, the most a day. Time limitation to approach food i guess…and no oil and fryin in my cookin. Guess its the HORMONES again… metabolism rate extremely SLOW…so, not burnin my stubborn fats efficiently. Got puffy face, almost like Fen’s Hamster already… and thinkin of getting braces done…whadaya think? Too old for it?

OH, gonna shop for a tiny Xmas tree..this weekend *sob*… pitifyin, i know, celebrating it all by myself…instead of  eatin turkey for this coming Thanksgiving, i might as well buy myself a tiny pigeon to crack the event. And juz hang my stockin’ "busuk" on my window grill… *sigh*… No pressies from anyone this YEAR…*hint hint*…aaahh, its me, myself and i…i wish so much to go back, but i don have enough leave, so yeah, it kinda sucks…

Owite, skipped lunch again, and its almoz over, so, bye~ Gotta catch a wave on this book im readin, really good stuff, entitled Tropical Kiss…when they say, don judge a book by its cover, WRONG…i judge my book by its cover and boy, it does a matchin synch. Okiez, keep me updated… as i will do too!

Hugs & Kisses,

MeL~