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The clock seems to be ticking very fast, i can see the second hand movin like a speedtrap…oh mee gosh…means tat im coming back soon….probably in 3 mths time…

I WAS xcited to come back at 1st but now the thought of it juz makes me nervous…i know , im a very fickle minded person and i cant seem to make decisions on my own.

For those who doesnt have the updates, i still have another 4 yrs to complete at KL…but due to some progress , i can actually come back and breach my bond. Well…i know its stupid, and its not worth it coz lots of money is bein invested. And mom says its worth it to have me back…love u mom….but im so sorry to say, im confused. I guess i got so used to the life that im havin here and i’ve got frenz….and my life here is sort of challenging but in a way, it helped lil’ Melissa grow, far tooo matured i guess…i’ve opened my eyes to the world here, as i faced it alone eversince i came here. I’ve learnt to cope with loneliness after bein left behind by the person i loved so much and i’ve clung on so much tat i’ve forced myself to let go…its now all gone…i hope,  the pieces and splinters are juz bits to be left unnoticed.

Goin bac there wud be great, im not hessitating it, cos i have family anf frenz who are ever so perfect…but then…to face my fear wud be another thing…aiya…how??? The thing is, in the whole nursing field, i LOVE the operation theatre the moz and i want to be a Scrub nurse, assisting surgeons…and finally, i can pursue it here….goin back means i’ll be facing patients who are not doin too well i guess…and dealing with prickin and needles and lotsa lotsa blood exchange. Its juz different…a totally different field…i don wanna let my mom down either…coz i know this is her dream…and she wans me to be the heiress to it…in a way its a gud thing…but in another form, its not my dream…God, help me…

Wake me up someone,pls…shud i stay or shud i come back? Lotsa pros and cons to consider but wats bez for me??

1st of all, people….after my trip back from Kch…my colleagues have been commenting that i’ve put on ALOT of weight….the weird thing is, ON MY FACE!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!

But post-1-week break in Kch, i’m back here and still surviving.

Wonder why, den, i’ve been browsing the web for Face Slimming Exercises…damn..but anyways, i love the food back home…nothing tastes better than the air i breathe and the food i eat….yummm….

Someone even asked me : Are u on steriods ?? HELL NO! Why wud i even need it for??

Then within this week, i had a hell of a day on Wednesday…my car got towed away…to the Compound Centre of the Council…

Aiyazzzzz….no, i did not park on the yellow line…i usually park in my normal parking which is by the side of some shoplots..which alot of people do too…

Why not park in the hospital compound?? Yeah, i know , i know….cos the hospital doesnt have parking lots for staff….and staff’s parking lot is nex to the hospital, in a HOTEL parking….how numbskull is tat?? And u need a sticker to get in…and when u apply for the sticker, they’ll put u on waiting list….what choice do i have? Im so innocent…and my car was gone! And it cost me RM 178 …but with plea, they charged me RM148…damn it, tats 2 week’s groceries/2 week’s petrol/shopping at Midvalley for wateva i wan!!!!!! AAARRGGHH!

Yesterday was Flam’s 4th Anniversary…yay! Happy Burpday Flam…i took lotsa pics…with sexy mama’s…but i cant seem to send it thru my computer with my bluetooth…something somewhere loose with the wires i guess…but i’ll keep on trying…damn hot and sexy…u’ll want to see them…hehe…keep urself updated then. There were lotsa lotsa food!!!! So i DUG IN!!! Clement fed me with lotsa lotsa OYSTERS!!! Actually i only dug into them…had loads of it…my FAV! Oh lalaaaaa….

Things started to get boring at about 1am coz it was mighty packed and the DJ was playing house and trance music all night…no R&B at all…and my heels were killing me…damn, i hate heels….its becoz im a minnie thats why i HAVE to wear em’

So, Clement, JT, Kimming, Shirley and i headed back to my condo’s poolside for a tiny pool party. Damn…we had a whole bottle of Vodka and by that time, the guys were pretty tipsy and den, when the alcohol gets into their brain, they become GOD>>> Kimming : I want more!!!! Lets head to 7-eleven for more cake (beer)

Den, we went to buy another 3 big bottle of beer….eeeww…i watched them talk crap, speak broken French and perform silly acts….we laughed like hell and the security came to us about 3-4 times….

Clement : I feel so wink, i need a swing…

MeL : Wat the hell are u talking about ???

Clement : Call me Clamon…

Hahahahahahah! But im used to his post-alcohol talk…he meant , " I feel so drunk, i need a swim "

I swore i cud kick his butt into the pool….hahaha!

Den after a few sips of beer, owwwhh…the blood started rushing into their brains….their world was spinning…den we played some crazy drinking games….mostly "Clamon" lost, and had to add to his drunkeness…hehehe

Laughed and laughed till our jaw hurt….den tat was it, tenants started complaining….the guard came again….this time 2 of them, one with a police vest…"Oh LIAW tis time…" i told myself.

MeL : erm….hey, its my birthday maaaaa…they’re juz celebrating it with me…u don wanna spoil my party dontcha?*puppy eyes*….

Guard : Saya paham….saya paham….tapi orang sudah komplen…macam mana buat??

MeL : Okay , okay saya senyap senyap okiez? *winks*

PROBLEM SOLVED! As "Clamon" says, NO PING PONG! - he meant no problem…

The other exciting thing is this my frenzzzz….

PRAY HARD FOR ME COS I MIGHT BE COMING BACK TO KCH FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

To get married…yeap, dont rub ur eyes and look twice….im getting married!!!!

HAHAHAHAH! Juz pulling ur legs…puh-leeze, i don even believe in love anymore, yet get fuckin’ married! LOVE SUX!!! ROAR!!!

* ANTI-LOVE*

Yeah,im buying myself out of this ever-so-complicated-2 headed-optimistic-money faced- hospital…. and gettin my arse back home….

This comes with a condition….and so, i’ll need all ur prayers…plz pray hard for me…Thanks!

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Love, Mel @ PrettySand….

An overview of my weekend…

IT WAS GREAT!!!! Awwww…u’ve got no idea how much i miz kch already and am discussin with mom bout all sorts of ways to get me back here again (sounds like i was deported from kch ei?)

6/5/07….3am…

MeL : Hey i havent eaten Laksa yet this trip back…lets go for bfast tomolo okiez…

Kenneth : Okay…on , juz wake me up when u wake up kayyy…

Roland : LEts make it at 9am!

Okay….next morning…

9am…Mel : shit…too early….zzzzzzzzzzzzz

11am- Mel : Roland…hey, wake up lets go for Laksaaa…

Roland : *blur voice* huhhh? oh…okay

Mel calls Kenneth…. ASLEEP LIKE A PIG!!!!!!!!

So it ended up Roland, Ken, Jo and i went for Laksa….

Ooooooooohhh..Laksa nvr tasted sooo gud…juz hate to peel the prawns…

Laksa nvr tasted soooooooo yuuummmm…

Den, we went hunting for more food…

We headed to the North Pole…somewhere cold as it was an xtremely hot hotttt hootttt day….IglooL…

Inside the Igloo….cold and comfy….

Juz wondering….

How cum des Desert tortise inside the table…and its alive…yeah and its insade the Table….

4 hungry foxes vs this

The interesting part is this :

Green tea-flavored toped with an egg yolk….eeewww

I had to try it!!!! the server said, poke the yolk to break it and use the ice to bury it and it’ll get cooked down under… -.-"" Egg?? Cooked with ice?

Cooked indeed!

So nex time if i do get stranded in the north pole, i’ll grab a penguin’s egg and bury it in ice and xpect it to come out like a hard boiled egg … a fact?? Have to try it….

Tastes…..eeerr…okay…its nice but i do feel a little disgusted tho…hehe

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My fren….the straw biter….he creats nice designs with his teeth….another amazing fact

Lookie Lookie………

Yeap…its all in the teeth….seriously, im amazed…i tried to do it but it looks as tho a rabbit bit out of the straw…

Thanks all u guyz…u all light up my life…Loving u all…. *Muaks*

Back to work tommoloooo…AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Nid to scream here 1st….before i scream into my pillow tonight…

So…here goes…Kuching…GOODBYE…as much as i love u, i gotta leave on the plane tonight…

Thanks all u for sending me off to the airport…*lotsa love*…

I’ll be like this tomolo at work *sob sob*…

whoaaaa…its BOOTYLICIOUS!!! PLumpaliciousssssss…..

Its G to da L to da A to da M to da…whoay stop….man, its too long to spell…

Im talking about the new Revlon Pump it up Lipstick….i was like - GImme lips like Angelina Jolie’s??? NO WAY!!!!

Sweet stuff! Got to try it out…. Seriously…you wudn’t believe a lipstick cud pump ur lips dontcha???

Check it out…

Lips like diz….. to 

Lips like tat!!!

Holly COW!!!! It works! Gotta have it!

Cograts to my Dear fren….Irene and Rodney….

A love so strong….10 years together since high school and now…FINALLY MARRIED!!!

Amazing….sets an example to teens nowadays…OI LOVE IS NOT ABOUT FOOLING AROUND OR HURTING PPL’s FEELINGS!!!!!

Irene walkin down the aisle…while she was doin so, i caught a glimpse at Rodney…he was lookin so nervous….and as tho i cud read his mind…his eyes cud tell " Whoa….she looks AMAZING….she’s Perfect"…..Awwww….i cud cry!!!! Romance, romance…

Wat a glorious sight…

" i now pronounce u husband and wife"

Too bad i din get the kissy pic…

A woman’s smile of joy….as she walks out the aisle with her newly wedded hubby…

Wow…i’ve never seen her so happy…she’s such a beauty aint she…

I juz had to steal a shot with her…

BEZ WISHES IRENE AND RODNEY!

hey, ur tuning in to Food Discovery channel on butterfly_princess’ blog…

This week, we explored another food chain resource…@ the banQuet….aaahhhh…splendid place indeed…

1st impression : It has standards…quality and quantity….generous amount of space and tables and smiley faces to greet & welcome the guests. WASHROOMS: Superb job…nice decos and tons of lightings…nice …I LIKE!

Outside the banQuet…wat a luvly sight…feel so Cinderella with the glass windows and all…

Lots & Lotsa ppl….but no worries…service is tip top….fast and furious!

THE FOOD!!!!!

The appetizer….duck & jelly fish remix…

Niceeeee….

Chef’s Specialty….Lamb in special sauce as they call it….aside it are asparagus’ and fried brinjals…

The authentic fried prawns in butter…

Yeah, i asked for un-shelled prawns…but the shell was still on…that d oni complain…I hate to shell prawns!!!! Tats a bf’s job…hahaha jk

tofu - sure din taste like tofu at all….

And the Sarawak’s Fern… Midin…

Duck in Cantonese Sauce….

at the end of the day….you’ve got very very satisfied customers…FULL TUMMY!

Brought to u by Host Mel….

Heheheh!

This week’s holidays has been great…time spent with both family and frenz…

Met a few new ppl…to add to the list of frenz in Kch…really nice bunch…*hugZ*

Do u believe in a purpose and destiny for the ppl who come and go in ur lifetime? guess i do…i really do…

Isit possible to like someone who u barely know? Same theory i suppose…im juz thinkin, not like im applying it to my nature o some sort…

Well…so tis week, me and the galz have visited same old SOHO…its not as fun as all 7 is not around…but still…a-ok…den singing is wat we do bez,sum shopping…haha…and the next bez thing is EATING! And brought Fong to feel the pain of art making…

* Cocktails at Links*

* Lunch @ Secret Recipe*

* The hungry foxes*

So far, i’ve still not eaten Sarawak’s bez…Laksa and kolo mee…i muz head for it as there’s 2 dayz left here for me b4 i lead my normal life again back there…

I m not tat home sick anymore…adapting to the West’s life pretty satisfactory , i suppose…made frenz…even gud buddies…tho work SUCKS , with a capital "S"!

Tats wat sux moz :WORK!!!! I HATE WORK!!!! I sumtimes wonder why i have to work….y cant i stay at home and njoy d goodness of life without havin to do so…especially in tat DREADFUL hospital! -pay so little, work so freakin hard, living xpenses so high-

It isnt tat all dreadful actually, its the people who makes it horrid…like my boss and the few doctorS!

Came back with a mission too….it has alwiz been the same mission ever since…which i don even have to mention…as evryone knows…but as i know…and know so well…the battle isn’t mine at all…cos i know i have lost it but why am i so damn stubborn as to not GIVE UP? Victory will nvr be mine…

When will i awaken tat he’s not comin back no more??? See, i myself know so well…and yet…sheesh! Juz too blind to see…i’ll juz wait for someone to unfold my blindfold…

2 more dayz to go…sigh…time flies toooooo fast…24 hrs in a day doesnt seem like 24 hrs anymo…it seems like it has been cut down by half…i feel closer to kl adi…i hope i use this 2 days wisely…achieve the goals tat i came back for…

P/s: Clement…don promote my blog in the office…DO UR PAPERWORK!!! hahahah…and my seashells…not for deco in ur bathroom…and my swimming pool is not haunted! Eeeeeyyeerr…stop telling me ghosts storiesss!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! -.-""

-MeL-

Gwash!

I feel so sorry and juz plain sorry for someone…who’s been in my shoes too….juz after me….

She’s feelin the exact same pain im feeling too….tho i donno u gal…but i feel ur pain in ur shoutout…

it reads : BETRAYER! Get out of my mind!

Yeah…simple, my new found fren…

Its hard i know….but tell urself evry day, u’ll find someone new…someone better in all aspects, someone with POTENTIAL

He dumped u like a bombshell…so did he to evry other gal…and u know the prob lies in him, not you. We’re not the rotten apples amongst the dozens in the basket.

We are the lucky ones…bein picked out so tat we’ll not be influenced by the rotten apples and ended up turnin rotten.

He used u?? To hell with him…ur not the only one too my dear…like a serial killer…he has targets…and needs…

like a vampire…he sucks out all ur blood and leaves u drained and den leave a scar ….where? In our HEARTs…

If there were such thing as court of Playaz…and i was the high court officials…i’ll ban him from seeing any GALS ever AGAIN!!!

*Thunder*….wuahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!