BuTteRfLY_PrInCeSs

Hanging aorund the house like this everyday is killing the heck outta me!!!! Never knew being unemployed wud be so god-damned boring!!! I nid a job…

K…here’s my life cycle back in kuching…

2-6pm….around tat time , i wud somehow wake up…den, go online…nah, 6pm is abit drastic, i only did tat once…i can sleep the whole day if it wasnt for my mom who comes in and outta my room purposely annoying me to awaken me from my slumber.

Den, i wud have dinner…den, bath and prepare to go nowhere….aaarrgghh! Den, every second, as the time ticks, i tink and tink and tink of him…bloody hell, in time, i can go crazy man!

And Clamon, STOP calling me and asking me to go to POPPY~ Im so kek tiok enough here adi…and i wish to go back to KL, very very very much…yeah, indeed, i made a huge sacrifice coming back here for someone and its a mistake…i gain nothing outta it…but, im still hoping for a miracle~

Enough crapping, i nid to clean up my ultimately messed-up room and re-arrange everything~ Its a havock in there, with all my junks thrown here and der and guess wat? I havent even unpacked my suitcase yet~ My, my…..*tsk tsk tsk*….

~mel~

Dont u ever wish u cud juz go back in time, and give it one last try?

But presently, u know, its TOO late & its over now?

I dont understand….why does hurt takes so long and juz so painful? Wat wud it take for U to love me again?

When "she" was in love, it was like kissing the moon a million times, stars was as double in the sky…the sky made love to the sea….crazy right?Now, tat’s L-O-V-E

I’ve sailed in the perfect dream and i want to continue sailing in it again…i’ve seen miracles…but nothing amazes me as much as u do…i nid a miracle now…only one last one…

How does one love without a cause , without a reason? Explainations plz…i nid answers…wat isit about being in lovE?i don get it? Why is mine only a one way ticket? Even when ppl say when u love someone so deeply, they become ur life, isit easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside? Blindly, i imagined i cud keep him …but to hold on the one u love, u muz let him fly…why muz i let go?

Its because u live and u breathe, u made me believe in myself when nobody else can help…someone who was owez there when my hopes were down…tats a reason why i carried on….Coz things we did, things we said, u showed me how to face the truth and for everything gud in me, i owe it to you…

Mths have pass, still cant stop thinking and questioning…donno why ur still on my mind…BUT someday we’ll know…why love can move a mountain, why the skies are blue, and why i wasnt the one for you….

Coz even if for now we have to say goodbye, i know u’re owez here in my heart and never gone…Sarangheyo…

Dear time, i’ll keep chasing u, even if i know time wont wait…i’ll be counting on time to heal everything.

THANX 4 DA FAREWELL….LOVE U ALL

LOVE U GALZ TOO!

Im back to Kuching!!!!! But sadly,now, i miss KL…i mis my frenz back there and the food and my workplace and mostly, MELACCA….

Its a Wednesday…..and here were the episodes before i came back.

Monday : Okay, tomorrow, im supposed to ship my car back to kuching. Pack, pack , pack….den, realised Car Green Card GONE!!!!!!!!! Aaaahhhh….screams, screams and screams more…PANIC, PANIC….browse thru every item…Unpack, UNpack, Unpack! DIE!!!!!

12 midnight : close to tears….drive to police station to lodge a report. Bla bla bla, xplain situation to police after he ignored me for half an hour….den go back and sleep.

Tuesday : 8.30am, went back to police station to endorse my report….to endorse my report, i had to pay a processing fee or sum sort wich costs RM2.

Mel : Here sir (i handed over a RM10 note)

Male Officer : Ape pagi pagi ni bagi nota besar. Tiade nota kecik ke??? ( His face like shit wan)

Mel : *innocent* Benar benar takde tuan….

Male officer : Pergi cari le…

The police station was isolated with no shoplots nearby…and if i had to break the change, i had to turn a huge round! No way hose’!

I looked aorund, there were two officers around, a male and a female

MeL : *turning to the Female officer* KAK, ade duit pecah ke?

Female officer : Tak DE!

MeL : *turning to the other male officer* Bang, ade duit pecah ke ?

Other Male officer : Tak De laaaH!

I was really fucked up and chissed offffffff….wTF!!!

MeL : Macam mane ni? Benar benar tak de….

Male officer : CAri LE!

Fine!!!! Ask me to cari, okay, i’ll CARI for you!!!

I knew i had a compartment where i kept all my 1 cent coins in my car…so i took out all of it to make RM2!

When i went back into the station, the male officer was no where to be seen…so i passed all the many many many many cents to the femal officer.

Female officer : *in shock with mouth wide open* YaRABI!  Ape ni?

MeL : Hey, u asked me to CARI, so i cari le! Take it or LEAVE it!

*STOMPS out of the station*

" TIU LEI MA HAI, u no-use officers"

Yet, ur motto is Cepat, Cekap, and donno wats the other one….but u fulfill non! GOTO HELL!!!!!!!!

Instead, it shud be LAMBAT, Celaka….u know the drill..

Next….i headed to JPJ…OMG…i tink i was really having a bad bay…

bla bla bla, i had to see some pegawai…

I xplained my situation,

MeL: Conclusion, green card is gone, i nid to go bac tomolo, car under dad’s name, but dad’s in Sabah, financing bank in Kuching and IM herE!

Pegawai : Moi, moi…you buat i pening la…kenapa satu sini, satu sana dan berate rate tempat???

MEL: GGGGGggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

U know, its a gud thing i din say, owh, im here, my dad’s in Japan and my mom’s in Indon and my financing bank is in Myanmar….

Anyways, im back here adi….things all settled….NO THANKS TO ANYONE of the officers…and i have oni one word for u ppl who do ur work like shit…

TIU LEI MA HAI!!!!!

hahahaha!

Last week, Roland, Small Ken, Kimming and Clamon together with myself went club hunting…den we went to the Curve , Damansara…this was outside cineleisure….

I was like- "Why the hell is the lousy car juz outside the main entrance of Cineleisure and its fenced-up summo "…..

Took a peek closer to the signs around it and i went ooooooooooooohhhhh….tat’s why …

-Reserved for MEGATRON-

-Park at ur own risk-

Cheh!!!! Transformers advert…its everywhere and i havent watched it yet!!!

There’s more….

Then, a whold e stretch of Transformer cars…got a BMW too…hehe

Eh…Malaysian very creative ooo…

Surprise ! Surprise….

MeliSsA got the "On-Brand Idol for the month of JUNE" in other words, employee of the month for my department

Unbelievable….hahaha, u’ve gotta believe it…

Ya…i cudn’t beliv it at all too cos as much as i know about myself, im very playful even at work, i joke around…until patients who are sleepin’ post-surgery oso can wake up…tat mystical huh?

-ME & the other department’s nominees-

-We get 4 scoops of ice-creams for being gud nursies-

- Nursies enjoys ice-cream too ya know-

My boss hates me…so as i tot….hahahahi like to think it that way…for fun but she actually "sayang" me alot…she wudn’t even want to accept my resignation letter at 1st…but she knew i gotta go back for my own reasons.

Oh ya, for those who dont know, lemme giv ya a brief update…I QUIT MY JOB HERE! Yeap, shouting out loud and IM COMIN HOME…yeap, means sayonara KL….Subang, im gonna miz the food,the place, my frenz…and i moved out from the condo i used to stay in, i miz the swimming pool and the gym n the house itself gives so much memories.

Thanks to all around me here who’ve helped my grow and stand on my two feet…i have made it so far…enjoyed the stress actualy, the jam and the rudies…made me o the better. Thanks boss for nominating me…hahahah

I’ve got only one huGE problem…bigger than Prime Optimus…IM damn overweight!!!!!!!!! Not as in my body weight but my luggage weight…Fab and Wei, thanks for flying here to help me carry some luggages back but i think we’ll still be overweight "’*_*

Its my laz week in the West and i had to use up my time wisely…it had been a fun fun month recently cos Roland and Small Ken is here so evryday we juz drift around and have fun.

Life’s never gonna be the same again when im back in Kuching….esp this last week, i knew i had to make it the fullest. Went down to Melacca for 2 weekends…and I gotta admitt, im very very in love with Melacca….the food, i’ll nvr get enough of it, aside the LOVE of my LIFE- DURIAN CENDOL….sigh, im gonna miz u so so soooooooo damn much…

Well, laz weekend, i brought SMall Ken and Roland down…we drove up as usual and hung out with ma sistaz, Fenn and Lin and Mr. Aaron….damn syok…

Me along Jonker Walk…

To find, the love of my life…

Found it…outside the shop

Durian cendol….its mixed with cendol and shaved ice…

Topped with fresh Durian Paste…yummmm

Downpoured with rich rich GULA MeLaka,,,waaahhhhhhh syok!!!!!!!

*with Lengchai summo*

The ever so antique inner part of the shop which is actually a Nyonya house….long and narrow…when i mean long, i mean LONG….with the servings of our Durian Cendol and there! the love of my life…juz beyond my gaze….reachin out to my mouth for me to savor its supple supple taste….sigh…wat a lovely feeling…yummmm

The face of syokness and satisfaction…

The night before, we were at Sunshine….pics will be uploaded soon as i get it from Fenn and Roland.We were very siawas in dancing queens and kings and talking crap and the bez part is met ah Hong and the gang in MELACCA, indeed a small world….after that, i went back to Fenn’s place to sleep and woke up with spots o over my belly…itchy!

We also went to Klan….sigh, gonna miz Davy there and he made a graffiti design of my Name….and by the side…Nice to MEet you….awww…ur so sweet…

Klan Street Graffiti Designs

Den , the usual food hunting…Satay Celup, Asam Pedas Power, and Sambal Clams…ooh la la…this time no Simply Fish and Peanut Butter Milk Shake and LongKau Pi Ham and o tat but the Jonker Walk at night was fun….we played with Swords, Samurais and talked with the old folks…aunties, and uncles…and the BEZ part, got to Dance with the old folks….more pics will be uploaded then…

Melacca, i’ll owez be a big fan of urs…and i’ll be comin bac for more excitement the next time…probably the next time i go there, i’ll bring lil’ Jr. Melissas…heheheh