BuTteRfLY_PrInCeSs

Drownin in my own bathwater~

Back in Kuching…….

Wan2 give up……….

Juz Cant~………..

I know he’s not meant for me……….

Stubborn me………..

I know wen a guy lost his love 4 a person, its totally gone………

Will never fall in love again………..

Flew away abundantly……..

Broke my wings and crashed onto the ground…….

He saved me, brought me to his cave & cared for me……

Our love story……shall be a memory……

The chapter ended……..will it be renewed?

" Ta bu ai wo….wo zhi neng fang shou, ke shi xing li hai den zhi ni"

F*ck man….

But….life has to many certainties…

i’ve got a career….got family & frenz who love me…dey pick me up when im shattered into pieces…

i’ve got a big heart, willing and certain to ever pursue anythin…but not the courage to stand tall for myself.

i tried many ways, even to the extent of hurting others…so badly…and profoundlessly, indirectly battered the limp heart…

OWH MELISSA…………YOU SUCK~

You know who u are….

I wan to express how sorry i am and how i am such an awful awful person….you have been with me all the way, to cover me up for the mistakes i’ve done, gave me shelter when i was in the pouring rain and scourging sun….you have been my fan and an awfully loyal one…im so sorry this had to happen, maybe my heart isnt ready for acceptance juz yet. And u were the only person who saw thru me with perfection…..im not perfect, no one is…u have gave me love till perfection, tats wat u did….u even knew how many moles there are on my face….am really touched by you….but its juz not fated tat way i guess….i regret every mistakes i’ve done to you…from the bottom of my heart…thanks and u are indeed a great person…at least you made me realise that God added a fantastic homosapien on the face of Earth and i know ur someone i can count on…

Im so so so so SORRY~

I saw u as i was waiting at the crossing..

I remembered ur blue t-shirt ( i remember tat)…

Ur smile hasnt changed, its been a year..(time goes by)..

As i was about to call out, someone i din know appeared by ur side..

I looked away, but the sky reflected in my eyes was the same as always…

Surely people hide their memories as the seasons goes by..

Little by little, like this…

Until one day when i gather up the tears i’ve cried, and they’ll sparkle in the sun.

Yeah, so baby, don be sad, sometimes, no matter how much we think about it, we will never understand.

It maybe cruel but the road that stretches ahead of us holds onto our wishes, even on rainy mornings….when there’s obstacles along the way..

Even when love is about to fade, i promised not to leave u on ur own…and always be by ur side..

On sleepless nights, i keep tossing and turning, and my heart grows forlorn.

HEaving a deep sigh, im unable to get rid of the anxiety that piled up over and over again..i tried grabbin someone’s hand, tryin to make a connection to the tomorrow tat i cant even see..

But im sure to always have that strength to face the darkness…its given to us and we dont choose it….so , take a step ahead…

DONT U  JUZ  SOMETIMES HATE WAT U LOVE & LOVE WAT U HATE?????