Hang on for me…
One of my youngest patient ; he’s blind and on whole live dialysis
Him : * calling from afar * Nurse Mel, where ru?? Pls come here
Mel : Im here, u need anything?
Him : I need to talk to you…
Mel : Im here, spill…
Him : I feel sad…i have loads of things on my mind, i wanna tell you but i donno how
Mel : What is it? Maybe i can help you to find solutions to ur probs, maybe i can even fix dem.
Him : I wish u could, but u cant. Guys have oni 3 things to worry about, Girls, Money and Family issues.
Mel : What’s ur problem?
Him : I want you to be by my side…i don’t have many ppl i can talk to…i don’t wish to be this way…i wanna heal but i cant, these are the times when i wished my time came to an end…and leave this cruel world…i wanna do things that are out of my capability. I don wish to be blind, weak…and being just me. I feel happy hearing ur voice…by hearing ur voice, i feel i can almost see you…
Mel : *Speechless* Tears started rolling down my eyes…
From then onwards, i realised that how much of an impact it is for him…i promise to take care of u, just don give up on life…
Life is so precious, never did we ever appreciate it and take it for granted…he’s an eye opener for me…
Pray alongside me for him…he was once like u and me as well…
November 15th, 2007 at 5:15 am
Prayed.
Try not to give any false hope. Be nice, but not too nice, for it will only be more hurtful later when he realise you can’t be there for him forever. There’s only so much we can do as human.
Sometimes we just can’t explain why this happen. Be thankful for the silent blessings from God. Cherish them.
November 15th, 2007 at 9:50 pm
*sobsob* my tears almost roll out >.< i can feel him when i reading wat u write
November 17th, 2007 at 5:58 pm
wait me back, i think i can help him…
pass u all a tissue…